=_= mau jadi tucin

hari ni aku x tdo...

so aku jadi camni...

=_=

mak aku kate kalo aku ngantuk mate aku stim...

stim camni kot..

=_=

xpon camni...=_=

=_=

ngantuk...

mau tdo camni..

xpon camni

aku mau jadi tucin...xyah wat assignment...

=_=

zzzZZZZZZZ...

IT IS HARD TO FORGET...=_=lll

HATE THIS FEELING MUCH!

the hardness in forgetting someTHING..

urghhh...

susah..

but for him..i'll do it 4 sure...

i'm doin it HARDLY...

but the scene keep annoying n irritating..

the car...

the luxury..

the spectacle..

the intelect pic..

the smile..

the promises...

the memories...

the dream..

when i'm completely forget it all..

it appears in many ways..

it keeps annoying n annoying..

bothering and bothering..

menjentik

menyinggah

menghinggap

REALLY..ITS HARD TO FORGET WHAT WE

USUALLY REMEMBER...

ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN IT RELATED TO OUR DREAMS...

ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN IT HAD LIVED SCARS AND FLOWERS INSIDE...

ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN THERE'S STILL HOPE..

ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN IT WAS ABOUT SACRIFICING..

ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN IT IS ONE OF UR BEST CHOICE..

ITS HARD TO FORGET WHEN IT ALMOST BE COMPLETE FOR SOMETHING WE DESIRE...

monochrome...the sweetness inside it...

heh!

tetibe mau tulis2

aku rase aku ni bese jek!

heh!

aku mmg biase!

nothin to be proud of!

biase sgt2..

membusykan dri...

pastu pening sdrik

byk sgt bnde yg aku xde

mbataskan tuk aku wat yg lbey bek dr skrg

n xbley buat ape yg aku nak..

urgh...nyampah tol bile x dpt..

bile x ade...

=_=lll

ye..hdup aku monochrome..

tau x?

monokrom tu 1 warne je..

warne ape nk pilih?

klabu..itamputeh taik cicak

sbb?

ade suramnye

ade tenangnye

ade cool nye..

ade nostalgic nye..

bhse omputeh yg sesuai..

the loneliness..

the silent..

the whisper..

the calm..

bile sunyi...mmg kite murung kn...sunyi tu teman...

so aku x sdey bile aku sunyi..

sbb kesunyian tu sdg menemani..

dlm ht ade taman?

what the fish?

dlm ht aku kaler klabu jek..

biola...

kelabu itu

tenang..

mcm angin yg sepoi2 bahase...

tatkale kite duk sorg atas titi mhadap senja dlm mud monokrom...

hohohohooo...

aku nk duduk kt situh sensorg...nk3!

korg pening ke bace?

sukati aku la ayat aku...

org seni je paham..

huuu..

=_=

hurm...aku suke flash back the past

sbb ms tu dunia pnuh warne

cam gule2 bulat berwarne warni

owh...gule2...

manisnye ekaw...

bg aku...

monokrom itu indah

black n white itu comey

nostalgic...bringing back memories n moods..

ye..aku ckup suke flash back...

kdg2...aku plek ngan mindset aku...

knp msti aku toleh blek ke blakang???

for me...monochrome is sweet..

the sweetnesses of memories...

kmanisan tu dah ckup..

xperlu ade warna yg mana pixel n resolusinye tinggi...

xperlu ade warne yg di increase kn bright n contrast..

x perlu reduce noise..

sbb makin rosak gambar tu mkn manis makin bernilai memory tu...

xperlu ade photoshop or spot healing

ckup sekadar senyuman...

even x senyum dlm gambar tu pn..memory tu ttp ade...

ttp manis dlm ingatan..

cam

memory keputat...oh ketupat...

ketupat yg manis..memory yg manis..hari yg manis....rendang yg manis...kueh tat yg manis...mak yg manis...ayah yg manis...adik beradik...yg ma..nis...isk3....

mak ayah..orang rndu sbnanye ni..

T.T

manisnya mak mase ni...

mis u mom...

terima kasih sbb melahirkan saya...

terima kasih atas segala pengorbanan mak..

mak tetap manis..

ur always b my colorful n sweet monochrome..

p/s:themonochromedeeyaismissingthepastandhercolorfulandsweetmonochrome...

y should them thrown away...

salam...lame x update...

deeya bru je habis study tok paper marketing sok..

harap2 ley wat..

(^^)

hurm..deeya sgt2 tsentuh n tkilan..

juz now while deeya finding ideas for FYP..

deeya taip tajuk ni..

ISU PENGGUGURAN BAYI...

then it leads me to this blog...

hati deya tsentuh..

this title quite interesting for deya..

doing awareness campaign might be something yg belum org wat lg kn regarding kes ni....

slame ni...deeya xtau...yg janin2 yg digugurkan tu..banyak yg x dituntut semula..

sdey kan..

btape kjamnye manusia..

korang tgkla sdri k...

gambar pengguguran bayi...

seriously..i'm touched...

then deeya research tntg idea tntg BEGGARS...

mcm2 info dpt..

juz need to do mind mapping la..

isu ni pn deeya nk bncg ngan lect nanti...

sbb deeya rase reseach sng dpt..kt penang ni...sekitar chow rasta byk sgt pengemis...kt jajantas...kt tmpat jual jeruk..pasar mlm pn ramai sgt2..

hurm...

ok..deeya nk sambung cari idea lg...

before cuti nk kne submit kt lect idea2 ni...

tata..

(^^)

finally pojek dinnerku berjaya...hoyehh!

1st of all...its all about me again..ok....kalo x mo bace sile close tab..hahahha

alhamdulillah..projek malam junjungan budi yg diarah oleh wa telah berjaya...bertempat di laguna ballroom paradise hotel penang....sgt2 cantik n grand..huwalah...!

backdrop yg cun..isk2..sob2...thanks cik maria,,T.T

xlupe juge band aman damai...ingat tau...nk wt event kt hotel kalo ade band n karaoke..kne baya MACP...music author license...wa kne 300 hengget....

then our MC yg sememangnye kiut n berkaliber...abg azhar..(^^)

abg azhar with his lovely sister..khairol azrin...so sweet kn diorg ni??(^^)

then....TNC USM....Dato Profesor Omar Osman....selaku VIP...diiringi our papa..nazru hj ismail...

x lupe...king n queen of da night...

penat mmg penat...tp relief sgt2..n aku puas tgk sume enjoy...

(^^)

n finally pengarah pojek nye yg meletops...(perasan)

jeng2...

akhirnya..segalanya sudah sampai ke penghujung...i'm glad to be here...n alhamdulillah kerana anugerah yg diterime....puas sgt2 bile dpt tgk semua hepi n puas mlm tu...alhamdulillah..sujud syukur pd yg ESA...yg memberikan aku kekuatan meneruskan perjuangan..AMIN..