ya... xsemua orang bernasib baik...aku akui...dr sejak aku kecik lg...dari aku jejakkan kaki kat skola rendah..then menengah..then uni...mmg...aku dikelilingi antara mereka2 yg bertuah...n bley dikatekan senang...ape yg diorg nak....mudah sgt tertunai..perjalanan hidup aku x semudah mereka...n aku percaya...antara korang pon ade yg cam aku..kan??(^^)
i've always have to put my own effort kalo aku nak kan sesuatu....that's the way my parents teach me....yaa...its good 4 sure....but in the end...i really envy them...sometimes when i saw them....yeah i guess i shouldn't say it...they were easily get something they wants...juz by spill it out...it was really hard to face such a narrow-minded people..n juz saying that this n this not important at all...but in this real world...i really need it....yes..i do understand...i'm not that affordable...my dad was juz retired army..n my mom only selling cakes n cookies...but honestly...i'm not asking them to give whatever i wants....all i need juz a bit sense of understanding...about what do i really need for this time...in this world...to ensure my future ahead...but its ok...everything that i wants..everything...i have to face obstacles..i have to endure..i have to achieve what i wants all by my own...i dont want to call as such person..a person who always rely on somebody...it hurts sometimes...but i should called it my destiny...i should keep it up!on my own..
someone say this to me...
i'm not well educated..its because of them....all this while....they always rely on the scholarship...n school loan...same goes to ur brother n sis..."it juz like u graduated berbintikan PTPTN...berbin kan hutang..."
its quite suprising...
no dear...
even i'm quite touched by what they not concerning in my needs,,
i've always luv them..n i promised to take care of them..till my last breath...
its my responsibility..
not a favor..
neither a job...
and..
i never do it shit...
hehe~ape aku wat ni...ape2lah....as long as it lighten the burden within...(^^)
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